Have you ever stumbled across a piece of music that moved you powerfully and profoundly, that it just stopped down everything in your world and you just sat and listened to it?
This piece did that to me yesterday.
When I write, I often put on the YouTube channel for Akademia Filmu i Telewizji, which is a music academy in Poland that produces some truly phenomenal classical musicians from the young men and women who go there. They have a great many videos of the students in different classes and different seasons performing various classical pieces. The music is top notch and it is such a joy watching these young men and women perform so beautifully.
This is what I was doing yesterday, and this piece came up randomly at some point. I was not really paying attention when it came on and I’m not sure at what point I became aware of it, but I suddenly realized my fingers were frozen on the keyboard and that the world around me had ceased to exist. I opened up the window in which the music was playing and I just watched and listened.
Not only is the music itself achingly beautiful, but the expressions on the faces of these young ladies and gentlemen as they perform this piece is striking. You can tell they are very much into the music, and that they are feeling the emotions that I, too, was feeling.






Notice, too, in the video below, that even in the quietest passages, you can hear a pin drop in the audience.
I am not going to lie … I welled up towards the end of this piece.
I love music, but it rarely affects me that powerfully. I have listened to it 7 or 8 times since yesterday and it affects me this way each time.
So what is it about this piece? It speaks directly to the soul. It is slow … somber … introspective … sad … in some ways even tragic. You can see this on the faces of the musicians and in the rapt silence of the audience. I cannot even say what it is about this piece that moves me so profoundly, but it definitely touches something deep inside me … perhaps something hidden even from myself. Each time I listen to it, I feel such an aching sense of loss, as if recalling someone very dear to me that I have lost. Sometimes it feels more than that. It is the feeling one gets when you think of a bygone summer, or a period of one’s life from long ago, or the ending of some cherished situation in one’s life.
Here is the piece. (Additional commentary below.)
Samuel Barber was an American composer who lived from March 9, 1910 – January 23, 1981. He was a musical prodigy and went on to become quite celebrated, even earning two Pulitzer Prizes for Music. He wrote this piece in 1936.
So, it is amazing to me that I have not only never heard this piece before, but that I have never heard of Samuel Butler before. It seems that this piece and its composer should be much more widely known than they are.
It is relatively unknown, in spite of being used in the gruesome war movie “Platoon”. I did not see that movie, so I would not have heard this piece there. I am even actually a little sad that they put that reference in the title of the Akademia Filmu i Telewizji video. I hate for anything to detract or distract the viewer from the amazing performance by these young people. And while some may argue that the movie was a masterpiece of its particular genre, I hate for such a beautiful piece of music to be tainted by something that is, at its core, so very ugly, no matter how well-made it was.
I invite you all to go enjoy this piece, and to show Akademia Filmu i Telewizji some love in the comment section of the video if you are so moved. I hope that their channel will become one of your go-to stops for music-to-write-by.
I think this is the saddest piece of music I have ever heard and wrote that in a blog a while back. I can’t listen to it without bawling, therefore I don’t.
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I agree wholeheartedly. Rare is the music that can get me to tear up … but this one sure does!
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That’s why I dont listen. If hey play it in movie theater, I’m done😫😭
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I hear ya! It doesn’t take much in a movie to get me to well up. I’m such a sucker. But if they played this piece, all would be lost. (And by “all”, I mean “all my dignity.)
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That’s how I feel.
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I discovered this piece many years ago and you’re right, it is profoundly powerful. I think I read somewhere it was used at President Kennedy’s funeral and I always thought that was apt.
But it does call for playing something more upbeat next.
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Yes, I can see why it would be chosen for President Kennedy’s funeral. It is a very somber piece.
As for something more upbeat, check out my latest “Things That Make Me Happy” post. 🙂
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I’ve always loved this piece too–one of the advantages of being raised by parents who were obsessed with classical music:-)
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I had never heard it before, but it rocketed up into my top 5 all-time favorite classical pieces.
I did not grow up with a LOT of classical music, but my older brother went through a classical phase, and so I got to enjoy a lot of the things he listened to at the time, though I had no idea who any of the composers were or who the conductors were. But, thankfully, the seed was planted and so I grew to enjoy classical music quite a bit.
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Your recs are never not without (haha untangle that, Biff) merit – I saw this piece performed live – a religious experience. Your last rec left me, shall we say, with dust in my eye. I have no doubt this one will.
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How did you know that I have a soft spot for multiple and un-detangle-able negatives? The more the merrier. I like to count out the negatives on my fingers to see where I finally end up.
I would LOVE to hear this piece performed live! It’s so awesome that you got to do that. And I completely understand about the dust in the eye. I will make sure to take some eye drops with me.
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Thank you for the recommendation!
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My pleasure, Sherry! I’m glad you enjoyed it. 🙂
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Thanks Biff. I guess many people have a piece (or pieces) of music that hits the spot. You’re right about these young musicians — a wonderful sound and a wonderful intentness. I couldn’t help contrasting their faces with those of others seen recently, eg, oh I don’t know, maybe er um, say Greta Thunberg.
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I agree. I sometimes watch these videos just to see young people feeling so passionate about something so positive. It gives me hope for humanity. I have always held that there are more positive people in the world than negative, but it is always the negative ones that get the publicity. The world needs to do a better job of holding up positive people and shining a light on them.
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We know it well, I think Samuel Barber is played a lot on BBC Radio 3 and Classic FM radio ( commercial station ) – Brits got to know this piece after 911 – a poignant piece which doesn’t deserve to be known only for a war film. Share some more of your finds Biff.
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I didn’t think about how perfect it is for 911. Perhaps that’s where I first heard it, but didn’t know it, and now I subconsciously associate it with tragedy and loss.
Thanks for encouraging me to share more gems I stumble across. I will definitely try to do that in the near future. 🙂
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